And we're not here after all

I really shouldn't feel bad after all
So I'll keep on smiling
At least I never lied to get along
We're still fine so I hold on

When driving through the dark is all we know
Oh headlights please guide me home
But home is just a dark and empty room
Why try at all?

It seems to me that dreams are all we own
Now that we're older
I can't believe the time where has it gone
When was our moment?

Time couldn't even pause or stop or rewind
So I close my eyes and sleep
Sleep through a day or two and find
Another reason why I never knew quite where I failed

To see in front of me
Suddenly I'm blinded by the sun
Infinity laughs at me
How can I breath
I'm blinded by the sun
A million possibilities, never me
I'm blinded by the sun
Borderlines of sanity and reality
What have we become?